I'm not going to say my real age but it's a lot less. Hi I'm not really 18 but that's the lowest number on this thing. I want to humiliate her and have our friends point at her and laugh. I want to get back at her for everything she put me through. I've had enough and I can't take this anymore. My friends started laughing, as always, while I was trying so hard to contain my anger and embarrassment, and not burst into tears. This time, my shirt only rose above my stomach so I immediately pulled it down to cover myself. She suddenly pushed me to fall on my back. I was lying upside down, with my legs over the backrest. Last night, we were sitting on the couch with two other friends. I didn't speak a word to her for the rest of the day. At that moment, I was bursting with anger but held myself back. She did it so aggressively that I almost tripped. I was leaning down to tie my shoes and she came up from behind and lifted my t-shirt. The second time was in the middle of gym class. They laugh every time and tease me about it for days, which is frustrating because I'll always be known as the girl who gets her shirt lifted for their own entertainment. She always gets away with it because my friends think it's funny that I get treated like that. I feel like she's doing it on purpose to humiliate me and make me look weak in front of others. The other students weren't around, luckily, but I didn't know those girls very well, so it was particularly embarrassing. We were with four other girls, chatting, She lifted my sweater in the middle of the conversation. She's been teasing me about my body since I can remember, and lately she started lifting my shirt every time our friends are around. I tried calling her out on it, but she told me I was "being too sensitive" and "making a big deal out of it."
My friend is turning into a bully and I don't know what to do to stop her. This guy is making me feel like a horny teenager and I don't know what to do to get these thoughts out of my mind. I came twice, and felt extremely guilty afterwards. I kept listening to it while picturing myself kissing him, licking his body and doing unholy things to him. It was a moaning clip that was probably taken from a porn video, but it sounded so much like him. I kept looking for sexy pictures until this audio of "him" came up. The thing is, he's got an amazing body and being into fitness and fit guys, I was literally drooling. Then one time, while I was scrolling through his pictures on Twitter, I started jerking off to him. I can't sleep at night, I can't focus in the morning. He keeps haunting my mind every time I close my eyes. There's this group I started listening to a few weeks ago and now I'm mentally having sex with one of the members. I got into K-pop a few months ago, solely for the music before I fell into the trap like everyone else. To give you some background, I'm 25, a male, and I'm a fitness trainer.